Tales from my life as a mom of 2 sons and 2 daughters


Cheli On Sunday, June 4, 2006

I know it's stupid but I think the baby hates me.

Every day at least once a day he falls asleep in Doug's arms. With his head on his shoulder and his thumb in his mouth.. never has he done this with me.. he just cries and squirms and figets and cries and screams.. he doesn't want me.. only Doug. I feel like curling up and dying. This hurts so bad and I don't know why.. all I want is to hold my son and have him curl into me the way he does with Doug and fall asleep in my arms.